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Rosendale - Doubt (Lyric Video)

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Hi rosebuds!

Happy Mental Health Awareness Month!


This song is called Doubt, and is based on my experience dealing with social anxiety and, of course, self-doubt.



I was quite a shy little kid - I never talked much in class. I still remember taking courses in school where there was a participation requirement (meaning we had to raise our hands and answer the teacher's questions in front of the class) and I had to try so hard to force myself to do it, lol. I fumbled over my words often when giving presentations or doing interviews for jobs. Sometimes I think it's funny that I ended up becoming a musician. For some reason performing feels easier than speaking.


Now that I'm older, I've built up my confidence a little more, but sometimes I still feel like the little kid I was back in school.


I'm hoping some of you guys might be able to relate to this song. If you do, I hope it brings you a little peace in knowing that you're not alone in dealing with social anxiety!

Fun fact about this video - when I was in New York, I had a pot of bell peppers growing on the fire escape. A mama bird decided to create a nest and lay her eggs under the bell pepper plant. I had the honor of watching her two chicks grow over the course of three months! The reason why I used these clips in this video is because I feel like the mama bird has so much more confidence in doing what she's doing as a bird, and sometimes I wish I had that same confidence.

Thank you guys so much for listening to my music. Love you guys so much.


Rosendale 🌹



Rosendale - Doubt (Lyric Video)


Written, recorded and produced by Brian Wang


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Lyrics:

I wish I didn’t doubt myself

‘Cause everyone else

Seems to carry themselves around confidently

I get too deep inside my head

Always second guessing

Guess I never had anyone to console me


My friends say I got issues with my self esteem

But something tells me it goes deeper

‘Cause mirrors always show the worst inside me

So apologies

I’m shaking in my boots

‘Cause I’m always nervous

I’m working up a sweat

Just feeling worthless

And if I never look you in the eye it’s ‘cause I hate own my reflection

My heart is always racing

Like a whirlwind

If it jumped right out my chest

I’d never know it

And maybe there’s somebody beautiful inside me

But I could never show him

No

Ooh

I doubt myself

Ooh

I wish I knew how to be proud

(Of me, of me)

‘Cause everyone else

Seemed to figure out

A long time before me

I laugh it off

Self deprecate

But people say

There’s truth in jest

So far I guess

They haven’t been proven wrong yet

‘Cause I’m shaking in my boots

And I’m always nervous

I’m working up a sweat

Just feeling worthless

And if I never look you in the eye it’s ‘cause I hate own my reflection

My heart is always racing

Like a whirlwind

If it jumped right out my chest

I’d never know it

And maybe there’s somebody beautiful inside me

But I could never show him

No

Ooh

I doubt myself

Ooh


I’m shaking in my boots

‘Cause I’m always nervous

I’m working up a sweat

Just feeling worthless

And if I never look you in the eye it’s ‘cause I hate own my reflection

My heart is always racing

Like a whirlwind

If it jumped right out my chest

I’d never know it

And maybe there’s somebody beautiful inside me

But I could never show him

No

Ooh

I doubt myself

Ooh

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About Me (@RosendaleSings):


Welcome to my channel! My name is Rosendale and I create all sorts of music videos, ranging from acoustic covers to acapella mashups of the most famous songs of the year. I also love writing and releasing new EDM and pop music. Make sure to subscribe for new videos every week!


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